Hmmmm....

Haha...huijun, i didnt learnt all these during National Service...i knew all these along the years...suddenly these tots just came to my mind lor...

National Service did made me grow up lar...The most intriguing one was of learning how to kill someone else without a sense of guilt...that got me thinking for SUPER long time...and probably when responsiblity of being an officer falls in, i need to grow and think more.

While people sleep, u need to plan and work...people rest, u stay focus and think...all these and others...i admit u will find tons of rubbish officers totally useless around and i am not a good one too, but the only wish i have is to bring my men in to the battlefield, complete the mission and out, alive.


Sometimes i wonder why i seems to be able to think of more matured stuff than most people really would do at my age and whether if i were to know and think lesser and become more innocent, i would be more bliss...but i couldnt ignore the fact that i tot of much more stuff around me...so i had to live with more complicated and strange behaviour...haha...=P

U must be wondering how someone can be lame and yet coming up with post like that too...tell me when u find the answer...

Huijun, ur friend is rite, the truth is the society flows this way. But u could always work first, and give it a try before hitting back to the books again if neccessary....

Now that the road show is starting, i will be super busy...pardon if i am inactive...