good morning from sunny singapore

heyhey.. lixiang, i guess i can't understand much of what you've said cos i dont have industrial experience, neither have i been thru national service. i've only been thru the microcosm of bitchiness and viciousness in school. :) all i can say is, it's every man for himself. frankly, i only trust my friends eg. you guys, pple that i've known for a few years at least (even if my friends morph it's a different story altogether) and everyone else, i don't look for kindness or goodness or niceness... because to me it's impossible to tell. there is too much second-guessing and honestly i don't think it's worth it.

selfishness and evilness is often tempered by the need for social acceptance (i agree with ur term for it) and the need to appear better and kinder a person than one perhaps really is deep inside (only we ourselves know don't we?) thus hypocrisy etc arises. haha.... im not sure. never thought much about this.

i suppose as a christian i don't believe in fate, but in God's plan.. so i believe that people are placed in my life for a reason, and coincidence is when God chooses to remain anonymous (erm not preaching here, this para merely states my personal religious beliefs ;)). because of that i let things take its course.. because if they were to turn out any other way, God would lead me to think and behave another way. :)

anyway.. argh u know what zhaoqi and lixiang.. lately my friend who was talking to me suggested i go to uni after poly if i can.. and she recommended it to avoid cynicism.. like to avoid the cruelties of working life and the inevitable bitterness and cynicism that follows.. so that i won't have to experience it this age.. and she said that well eventually you'll know the need for a degree even if u come out to work first and gain some experience.. some young uprising (?!?) with a degree will just come in and do work that you know you can do better etc except you aren't given the chance. haha. whatever.. nvm that...what do u guys think? now that i'm in year 3, i'm considering work or uni la... and haha super funny.. ystd we got our letters to register a date to take NAPHA..

friggin' take napha after 3 years of latency (wrong word?) ?!? that's quite damaging for the ego. yanlian should know why. haha. :P nvm abt napha.. we all have more impt things to worry about, don't we?

sorry abt writing abt myself again.. hope you guys don't mind.

zhaoqi study hard k? i'm slacking for awhile but i'll be back to chionging later this week or next week. :) haha.. are ur exams coming up?

biyun are u still busy transcribing? hven't seen ya posts... mwahahha maybe you are buried by piles of ... stuff to transcribe. you have my utmost sympathy. ;p mwahhahah.

yanlian blog more k? what have u been up to? :) oh i went back to scgs lately.. mr lim is gone.. so is most of the gym.. the tramp is on the LHS of the gym now and there's a new one.. etc. hmmm... i wrote a blogpost on it actually.. but i dunno if u read my blog so haha... if u do i'll make it a public entry for ya to read :) u know this girl called sufern?

lixiang whatcha up to these days? :)