Sigh..not very much to write about also..usually i write things about myself on my own blog.. =p juz updated it today..about work...maybe i'll write abt sth else..

went to a friend's house to watch Love Actually...the one which stars Hugh Grant etc etc...too many ppl in it already..its such a sweet and nicely written story...

but it also got me thinking...

it never ever happens in reality...usu we do not get together with our dream guy/girl...unless ur really lucky..

things are more complicated than what is shown in the movie...maybe ur dream guy/girl doesnt think that u are the one...maybe there are other things in life that interrupt it...maybe ur dream guy/girl has different priorities change as we go along in life..maybe ur dream guy/girl is already attached...

all of us spend sooo much time thinking whether tt dream guy/girl feels the same way too..and yet the simplest thing...juz opening ur mouth to ask...becomes the hardest thing to do...and we resort to other ways of finding out...reading into their actions, asking help from friends, getting to know his/her friends and try to pry it out of them..etc etc...

and maybe its due to the fear of rejection...maybe its due to our pride...maybe its due to the fear of the consequences...especially for someone who treasures his/her friendships alot...

love is such a vexing thing in our lives...and yet at the same time all of us are willing to go through it...and we are happy while going through it....if it were anything else we'd be labelled as sadists/masochists...gaining pleasure from such a agonizing activity...

then again...maybe its due to all that agony that we realise how important it is in our lives and makes us treasure it even more...