'cos i have a terrible headache. bah. =X

yay yanlian you got it! haha.. i was afraid it would get lost in the mail 'cos like i wrote, that's the last photograph i have. :) huh, what do you mean the day you posted the picture? as in uploaded a pic on blogspot, or mailed a photo away?

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actually, i found this silly para that i wrote about us 29th wushu folks, haha. =X don't be offended yah? we all have silly thoughts, and a past.

here you go:

there are no longer cords of similarity binding myself to them, all that remains is a placid familiarity-not even comfort. i am merely hanging on to a vestige of a fragmented past, a remnant of my faulty misconception of rootedness. we are passers-by meeting once too many.
as i write i want to dissolve into tears and curl up in a corner of my bed in the dark of my room, insignificant and despised as i feel. even though i am the only one who despises myself ostensibly. it's the imagined scorn on my part.

i remember the nonchalent disinterest and i feigned interest in a window display. sometimes i feel that life is nothing but pain and an endless futile quest to crawl out of mediocrity.

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