hello wello everybody marshmallow (: yayyyy sch's kinda overrrrrrrr. finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

haha.. i was just reading my blog and i found this entry that i wrote about you guys lately.. here goes... haha... whether or not it's true.. well it's my perception i guess?

i saw this bunch of cedar girls on the train and i wondered if i am missing out on school-life funu and experiences by not making friends in school. but i guess friendship takes more than effort, it also counts on whether you are on the same wavelength and have shared experiences. i maintain the view that classmates are never friends, because your relationships are built on tenuous links of interdependence and coincidence (in the same hot soup haha), and it is not built on a firm foundation.. anyway it was too late to make friends in the class when i joined them a year late, and it's still the same now.

so, no regrets.

because of this, i should treasure the 29th people all the more, because i know we gave our hearts in the sweat, joy and tears in wushu, in our friendships. they were a more sheltered, naive, less disillusioned and simple bunch.. unlike the people i've seen in school. thank you for placing me there, such that i still have a bunch of friends who still care for me today, no matter how painfully limited, how estranged we are from one another's lives. because, we still care for one another, and we want to know what's going on in one another's lives. not gossip, but a kind of love that puts to shame my christian ideas of love sometimes.

thank you for this love i've kept in my heart, to know that there will always be a bunch of people who are rooting for me. even if we are physically around the world, our hearts are near.

thank you jesus for everything.